I want everything. I want to play hero as badly as I want to play villain. I want my name in every project I hear. I want to leave every project. I want to run away. You can cut may toes eventhen I will run. I will run behind something(someone), don't ask me who is he/she or what is it as I don't know. But I want everything and I want to quit everything.
Becoming a writer is not a “career decision” like becoming a doctor or a policeman. You don't choose it so much as get chosen, and once you accept the fact that you're not fit for anything else, you have to be prepared to walk a long, hard road for the rest of your days. PAUL AUSTER